Holy Jeez it's been a while.

Hello there guys.
How's life?

My life has changed a bunch since my last post which was what? May?
lol

It's crazy, fun, exciting, stressful and so much more all at once.

So let's go back to like June..
I started working out, yah know, like I said I wanted to.
Well, me and the family decided to change a bunch.
We changed our whole diet.
Eating less portions of the food we liked that way we could still have it.
Also eating more salads and stuff. Yummy! I love salad!

We started walking for 30-40 minutes everyday and we would bike ride and such. It was great.

We did that and the mountain stairs all through the summer.
I lost between 20 and 30 pounds.
I'm so proud!! lol

At the end of the summer I started talking to Miller more often, and we hung out a bit, which led me to meeting Dylan.
From then on we I hung out with Miller, Dylan and Tanker.
The four of us are basically always together. =)

It's been hard working out all the time because I have a life now. lol
But I try, and I walk almost everywhere.
It's fun.
I keep eating pizza though, I must knock that off. aha
Or I'll gain all that weight back.


But yeah, we're caught up. I'll add more later.
Bye for now. <3

Venting. Ergahh... =( .&&. Then Some Pictures. =)

Well hey there.

I'm feeling icky right now and I'm supposed to be sleeping but I really need to vent and get all this crap off of my chest.

I though that writing it down would be the best thing for me.

Usually I can turn it into a poem or something but right now I don't have the time and energy I would just much rather spit it all out -- I don't care if it makes much sense at this point -- and relieve myself of it all.

So, here goes.

School - I really love it, I do, but it just doesn't agree with me all that much lately. I don't get it. I used to get such high marks and then I started high school and it just dropped. I mean I get 70s and such in some classes and some 80s and 90s if I really enjoy the class. But with others like my careers class, I'm totally failing. I really dislike this class, and the teacher. She talks non stop -- like how in the hell are we actually supposed to get work done if you never shut up woman. GOD! -- and she is always asking where I've been if I don't come to school for one day. I mean if I stay off for a week, yeah sure, ask me what's going on, but for one day, leave me alone, I don't have to tell you everything that's going on.

Also, I'm really disappointing myself, I hate to say it but I know that if I get the motivation and just try I know I could pull my grades up and be at the top of the class, but lately I've been so wiped out. I don't know where it's come from, my mother usually says that it's because I'm a teenager and I stay up all night and such, which yeah, some nights is true, but I could get nearly 11 hours of sleep and still feel extremely exhausted.

I honestly wish that I had more time. Just to catch up and make it better for this semester, I've been such a slacker it's horrible and I hate myself for it. But as I've told myself many nights when I sit up thinking about what dumb things I've done that I should just pull myself together and just do it. Work my hardest, what would I be losing if I did. I'd be gaining more than ever and it would definitely help me in the long run for career choices and such.

NEXT! Aha. Time for more complaints. It's about my weight and lack of motivation. I'm so God damned lazy it's insane. More insane than I am, lol. But I have solutions to it, of course. Walking, biking, getting my membership to the gym. Eating better, no junk, take-out etc. It's great that I know what I should do to get in shape and live a better and healthier lifestyle but I'm lacking the motivation -- as I've said many many times. -- I think that it's because I'm trying to impress other people. With my weight, I want to attract the opposite sex -- Hello! Aha! =P -- and I want to feel that confidence my friends seem to have when we go out places. I want to be accepted like other girls are, and I know that I am accepted already, but it's mainly personality with people, you can tell and some people, even close to you, still seem to judge you, and I'm not talking constructive criticism, I mean like totally laking the constructive part and they are just blunt about it. But it's all good. Sometimes when things like that happen it's like a kick in the butt. It's what I need really, just not so rude.

But anyways, on a more positive note, I have some pictures I would like to share. (See above, for some reason I can't get them to go below my text.)

I don't know if they are great but I really do like them.

I love to take pictures, I guess you can call it my hobby. =)

So tell me what you think?!?!?!

Thursday Thoughts...

Hey there.

So my title is Thursday Thoughts, so I guess I'll share my thoughts with you since it's Thursday. Aha. =P

My thoughts right now.

-What in the hell is Tiffany doing?
- I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep!
- School tomorrow. EW! Thank goodness it's Friday though.
- What to do this weekend?



So, about today.
It was oh kay.
History class was interesting, but I can't get into details, cause well, I can't aha. Sorry guys.
After school was fun, I went to airband.
It was the best!
I'm gunna join in next year for sure.

Right now, I'm singing, although I suck, but still I love to sing.
And I'm taking pictures.
I love to do that. =)
It's a hobby I suppose.


Anyways, I must go.
Bye for now.


-Jen<3

Blogspot Virgin! =o

Hey there.

First blog on the blogger site.

I'm so excited.

It's like 11:40 something and I really should be sleeping, but spur of the moment I decided what the heck, I want to start a blog.

Hopefully I'll keep up with this one.

With new and interesting things.

Aha, right.

=P

My good days and bad days, you get to read of it all.

Hope you enjoy.

Ohyes. It's also my birthday today. 16! Woohoo!

So cool. I know. =D

It only last for 15 more minutes though, then it's the 9th of May.

Someone elses birthday.

Happy Birthday to them. =)

But anyways, I should get to bed. School in the morning.

Oh how I love school. ( =P right...)

Bye for now,

-Jen<3